Heartaches, Heartbreak and Hopia break

Well, we all have our fair share of heartaches, heartbreak and hopia break and it is now time to share mine. After I have seriously broke my heart to a man guy (di na ko bitter promise), nag hopia din ang Ninang nyo xempre. And this time, sigi na nga aminin ko na nakicooperate din kasi ako, pero partly lang. 

Kasi nga akala ng Ninang nyo true love na. Chareeez!  

So eto share ko ang personal patola timeline ko sa hopia giver ko... 

• Consistent exchange of message kami nung una! Sa lahat ng messaging app ha! With matching video call pa. Kasama na din yung phone calls. Pero sa una lang yon. 
• Hilig nya mag invite ng dinner . May kasama pang "May bago na tayong kakainan" pag may new discovery sya na place. Pero sa una lang din yon. 
• Very futuristic sya. (e.g. Punta tayong nuvali, ocean park, movie dates, nood ka basketball ko, long drive tayo... etc) Pero expect, drawing lang yon! Kaya lang patola nga ang Ninang nyo 
• Very Confusing! May holding hands, tapos yung drama na he'll lean his head on your shoulders, etc. pabebe moves! Grabe! pa-fall! HAHA 
• Tapos yung text na consistent magiging kasing dalas nalang ng text ng Lola mo, yung legit na lola ha. Like, good morning, kain kana, ingat pauwi, goodnight. (Very wrong mga Tita!) 
• Kasi nga, may consistent na ulit syang katext na iba. (Not proven pa, pero most of the time ganon yon! Pero no hard feelings promise! HAHA)
• Tapos yung dinner invites sayo magiging spontaneous invites nalang. Not planned kasi nga di naman sya looking forward to see you (no choice lang o praning lang ako? Pero ganon yon! Haha!) 
• Finally, He did not make his intentions clear. All he said was "nag eenjoy akong kasama ka." BOOM! Yun na yon mga Tita!

Ayan! Wag gagaya sakin! Naging marupok ang Ninang nyo ng mejo slight. Kaya bago pa ako ang mabiktima ng ghosting na yan, ako na ang tumigil. Ayaw natin mapulot sa kalsada diba? 

But of course, one sided tong timeline na toh a! Malay ko kay hopia giver kung anong side nya. This may be true or praning lang ako. Diba? Hahaha. 

But kidding aside it was good having to spend time with him. And don't think it was a rebound mga Tita, ok? It's not! I actually believe he was a miracle. He kind of happened back when I lost myself (And I don't want to go into details) and he did brought me back into reality. Maybe He was my "Sometimes, God give you everything that you wanted to show you it is not what you needed" 

-tin